i noticed that this lens is kind of weak close-up
thats why i didnt buy it
for that price i got the Nikkor
Not really weak. For one thing, it gets closer than the competition (1:5 or so), and IQ deteriorates, not surprizingly. Near MFD, it gets very sharp and clean by stopping down a little, so I found it quite usable for close-ups after all.
Initially, I was also a bit disappointed, but honestly, shooting a 40 cm distant subject at f/1.4 is a strange idea.
At longer distances, the full aperture becomes optically usable, and also makes more sense, delivering relatively clean, but low contrast pics. The full aperture remains a "special effect", a bit similar to the Nikkor 50/1.2 at 1.2-1.4 but less extreme, and objectively much better.
Like Akira, I also found the extra 8mm of focal length quite in line with my photographic habits.